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Okay, Christmas theme for this year. 'Where is the peace' alrighty. So, what comes to mind when thinking of peace? the lack of something could be like, what does peace do? so.. peace wouldn't exist if there were no war. peace is a state of perfection i think. urgh this is hard. I can't think of anything that is mildly appropriate.
okay so.. now what. What does the bible say about peace. ---------------------------------------- i have it!! i'm dead tired and eating. i'm not even hungry. anyway, so the absence of peace. a cut out dove, and where the dove should be, all the words that are on the postcard are on it. WOOHOOOO DONE YAYERRR sweet pea. catch ya'll |
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oh sigh. I've got so much to do and had so little time. Things've just accumulated. Study is such a drag, i hate it, takes up way too much time, something which there is really nothing much of. B L E H *tp* |
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Have you ever woken up a little too early, and heard the cheerful twitter of the morning birds, the dark light blue sky that manages to create sillhouettes of .. well everything have you ever opened your window a tiny bit, and smelt the crispy fresh air? perspective baby. i have. I didn't wake up, i stayed awake and hear the shrills of the early morning birds, so it's like 5:49 I wonder how many more levels of borderlands i could have clocked? xx gg my head and study tmr morning. |
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okay, a skip of psalms here, Psalms 22. 1 My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? 2 O my God, I cry out by day, but you do not answer, 3 Yet you are enthroned as the Holy One; 4 In you our fathers put their trust; 5 They cried to you and were saved; 6 But I am a worm and not a man, 7 All who see me mock me; 8 "He trusts in the LORD; 9 Yet you brought me out of the womb; 10 From birth I was cast upon you; 11 Do not be far from me, 12 Many bulls surround me; 13 Roaring lions tearing their prey 14 I am poured out like water, 15 My strength is dried up like a potsherd, 16 Dogs have surrounded me; 17 I can count all my bones; 18 They divide my garments among them 19 But you, O LORD, be not far off; 20 Deliver my life from the sword, 21 Rescue me from the mouth of the lions; 22 I will declare your name to my brothers; 23 You who fear the LORD, praise him! 24 For he has not despised or disdained 25 From you comes the theme of my praise in the great assembly; 26 The poor will eat and be satisfied; 27 All the ends of the earth 28 for dominion belongs to the LORD 29 All the rich of the earth will feast and worship; 30 Posterity will serve him; 31 They will proclaim his righteousness This one has a lot of meaning to me. I just never really got to write anything about it. I don't remeber when , i don't remember what, who or how. There's nothing you can do to separate with God, he's always there and i'm so glad that we're able to have this. it's so.. safe. We've studied so many other religions, so many which seem so.. well to me, frustrating, and difficult. It's funny to see though that those we've studied seem to be so against Christianity, or like, there's someway to 'accept it' but it's not the only way. Hinduism for example. It's a circle. I find it so frustrating. Seriously. There's like, gazillions of gods and idols for every thing. You live life to find enlightenment, and once you realize that.. it's good.. and you continue doing what you are born to do, because it's what you are supposed to do. It is how you do that particular job, which qualifies you for the next level up in life. He's too good to have anything to do with you so bl's and don't even try to communicate. No. It's not. John 14:6 "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." okay that's a lot. I cbs writing my thought's about other religions because they are just so huge and my thoughts are more than anythign i could type in one go. Basically. I'm so glad mum and dad are christian, and brought me up in a Christian household. It's such a privilege. As much as it's such a hard concept to grasp, and if i didn't understand it, it'd sound just.. who know. So here's to you Mum n dad =] really. I guess i'm just happy and filling rather fulfilled. I want to share it to much. I want to show that level of care and trust. I've screwed up a lot, i want to fix it, but it's in the past so all i can do is pray. lol.. i just gave dad the rest of my fruit salad and icecream. and he started making joyus noises. 'YOU SURE?? NO REGRETS?? OKAY THANKS' 'woohoo, hehehe!' |
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'you are tempop for this channel' well the theme is anyway.. going to re-do it.. but not whilst exams are alive. gotta catch 'em all first :D |
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1 Blessed is the man who does not walk in the counsel of the wicked or stand in the way of sinners or sit in the seat of mockers. 2 But his delight is in the law of the LORD, 3 He is like a tree planted by streams of water, 4 Not so the wicked! 5 Therefore the wicked will not stand in the judgment, 6 For the LORD watches over the way of the righteous, The city is pretty cool. I like melbourne. I think i'd miss it if i really were to leave. Having uni in the city has really, familiarized me with the place, not that it was ever.... infamiliar-> Church ever week. I wonder what i'll do. like to 10 years from now, where would I be, haha 10 years, is like, i'd be almost 30! He is like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither. Whatever he does prospers. That's pretty awesome. Everything he does prospers. Imagine, Everything that you did would brgin out something good, something pure, something that again prospers. All the the time. Can you think of anyone that has? God provides. I needed work this week, I hadn't been rostered on at all. It'd kinda been on and off for the past few weeks. IT was one of the off weeks. Then, two shifts came up, two four hour shifts, I was pretty happy at that. And last night I got a msg, asking if i would swap a shift, the saturday6-10 for today. 4:30-10, which is 5.5 hours, so an extra what, like $25? I was considering swapping back, so i could go out tonight, but thankfully I didn't. Next week i'm working 13 hours, it's hopefully going to stay that way. I just need to make sure i focus on what and when i study. Exams are seriously soon. Before I study though, I need my room to be tidy. I started like, last night or the day before, It hasn't relly progressed since then. Which sucks. I have an idea on how I want to set my room out again anyway. Going to be quite epic.Getting rid of everything. there's just too much. Gotta look for a new bed too, preeety excited about that :D Gotta be high enough for me to stand under, which isn't that high. Ideally, the bottom part, where the matress lies on would be on the same level that the low part of my ceiling is. So then, I'd move my bed out a bit, or have it against the window, so it's like another level sort of thing. And just have all the floor space. Also, that'd free up the entire blank wall on the right to the door. It's a smaller wall, so if i were to ever paint it, it'd be easier. I'm scared though, to paint it. What if, it turns out warped or something. and where exactly would the VP and at what point in my room would be the marking point? |
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So, like i've had this feeling.. is feeling even the right word? prompting? idea? something that's been gnawing away at the back of my head more so than most other things. and while i was thinking of this, "Foxes have holes and birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head." Matt 8:20 Where I am now is so temporary. That is the same with everyone else too. God has created such an awesomly beautiful earth. There is so much to be so grateful and happy about. I want to see it all. I want to really experience it. I want to help, I want to do whatever and anything that I can. There's a plan for me, I don't think I know what it is or what it will be like. God doesn't just give you a map and an overview of what to do and what to say for every situation that you'll come up and into contact with. How would you learn? It's more of a 'you should turn right here' or something. and if you don't there's always a way back to the path. I don't know what he wants me to do, to be a goer or a sender. personally, i do not think i would ever be satisfied with... not going to do something. I want to. It just seems like, it will happen. Psalms is such a beautiful book. I am going to make it a point to read it. It's so visual and colourful, my mind just paints pictures when i read it. I can't wait to start. It's just like when a new animation is released, I want to go and find out the concepts the storyboards, the character designs and models. It's like that. Better together right? Well, that's what I see. I'm not sure if you see it that way too. I don't want to be left behind. It's too.... not wasting time, but more the side i don't want to be on. or.. well prefer not to be. but i guess that all depends on where He want's me to be, either way, it'll be for the best, or have happened because that was just always the plan. You know what I like to think about? BUT think about it in an Eternal perspective ( lol.. i don't think an .. 'eternal perspective' would really exist, nor a 'focus into eternity' but.. you get it) And it's not exactly 'now' either. like If you were to find yourself in that situation. Where would it be? and would it matter? If you were in eternity, trying to explain time (you of course still 'part' of time), it wouldn't make sense, there wouldn't be anything you could mark the 'present not past' time. If the 'eternal' was in the 'time'. So, eternal was inside the 'time' realm, and eternity being eternity kept all its eternal and eternityish properties, Eternity would be... purely existance, in all time. You can't really capture eternity into time. That's why I think God is so Omni everything. Screw this search for immortality, or living forever, eternity techincally isn't any of these, it's something far greater. It's outside of time greater. And seriously, what is greater than that. What in this world is not bound by time? Everything we do is... in time. God is so flipping amazing He'snot part of time. haha But. |
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JACOB BLACK.
freeking yes. maybe him cross batman. yeah. i think i'd have to get a restraining order. my computer can't handle batman. z. |
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I wonder if you feel like this too? Do you sometimes catch a glimpse and wish what it would've been like? I guess, actually i don't know what i guess. Last night I was on the phone, and as stupid as it might sound, sappy wimp and whatever the heck you want to think, just.. things right now feel so right. And i'm so happy for it. this save draft thing on lj is amazing. It's 3AM and I can't sleep. I really wish i could, Got a realyl awesome test tomorrow :D hehe Ummmmmm I'm going to send a very sappy email now. so yeh. just saying. batman arkham asylum. baha. My fave! I have developed a ladder of excitedness that i feel when certain things happen. Unfortunatly the chart was an msn msg, and didn't save because it is noob. anyway, at level 9999999999999999^9999999 is the release of a batman game that looks pro. and yeah I was defs feeling that today. I'm guessing the feeling is like.. maybe when you're being proposed to by someone you reckon is the right person, or maybe like if maccas re-released the DBNC, or if life was perfect.. yep that's probably 1/4 of the amount of feeling and happiness i felt about batman arkham asylum. I almost bought it online from eb games..but then IH called, then Dave called, then searchign for legit cracked version called... and now it is now... and i didn't end up buying it. I figured out an amazing present. It'll be awesome. Expensive but, i think it's worth it. hehe. love love love. oh gosh blogging at this time of night can't be good. mmm ^^ I smell a chain of events soon. i'll cause something or other. I wonder what caused -that- though.. is it true? Was i right? do you feel that way too? anyway. manual driving for the lulz. oh man I CAN DO IT! xx |
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Use your talents n make the most of it. ‘you can be anything you want to be’ no. You’ve been given gifts you should use them and expand them. Just like.. In dota lol you buy items to improve what you already have. I think it’s better to be really good at something and be capable of most other things, than fairly average in a lot of things. It’s better to upgrade than to spam. Of the 100% of Christians who show an interest in missionary work , only 10% go out and actually follow through. I don’t doubt that God could use the ‘involuntary’ go mechanism to send out -more- but if we have the ability the chance the time to go forth, why don’t we? The life we live or the majority of people will live, will be different to every other person. But how rewarding is it? How many days have you given to him to give into his will. I think part of the reason why I’ve lost or am not as good or find it harder to draw or illustrate, is because I’ve mixed up what I’m good at with what I think or thought I could cope with. i.e Choosing accounting for a course. Okay lets put this in game terms.. Or dota terms. I’ve been given these skills, and this much gold. Skills representing the talents God has given me, and gold representing my ability. In application to my life, well uni life, I’ve invested a lot of that gold into doing subjects, even a course that does not or… it’s like NS buying ags, it does something but… it’s mainly a waste of money. It’s buying items that do nothing, or prove to be redundant to my skills talents and STR/INT/AGI. Depending on what it is it may help you out, but in most cases it’s a waste of space and money. This makes me look like a freak. Lol typing all this stuff out. I guess some people it’s hard for them to pick out their skills, what they should be further improving. anyway charlie and the choco factory is on. THE OLD ONE. :D omg the other day i used a german keyboard. the y and the x are changed around its quite trippy. a few OTHER LETTERS AND SYMBOLS WEER DIFF TOO! I couldnt find the underscore or forward slash T_T |
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Lets try it your way. FixYa?? Just to find the time. That doesn't exist. Maybe time for a life re-arragement? on another note |
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Okay here is me being totally rational. What you did today was deathly close to what i can take from you. I listen to you when I'm angry and you try to say things. You don't. If you were just tired, and feeling crap and whatever you wouldn't act like you did today. You wouldn't just wave it off and just about tell me to stfu and let you sleep.Even when i tried to ask what was wrong or talk to you. Saturday you were tired and not feeling great. You didn't act like you did today. You're very changing. All the time. But it's predictable and I can't adapt that fast. I don't see anything to fix if it's your or my personality to act in that particular way. I can't really be stuffed dealing with things now. I've got a lot bigger things to deal with. At the end of the day, it comes down to, did what i do glorify God in any way? Does this relationship do that? i think I know the answer. gtg to perspectives.I'm late. At least i go. Even though i look feel and everything is pretty crap. blog later losers. And yes. "screw this.To the Batmobile." |
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n2s what to do. the flash is pretty epic. i want to wear it now. z i'ma go get one. |
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LOL commentary of watchign twigliht jacob you're amazing one last few words. her neck looks uber long |
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i... just dont feel it. like at all. i did. now just...routine boring overload. |
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ARGH I AM SO FRUSTRATED. seriously. whatever. anywAY i was going to blog about today and cell but now i cbs because i cbs. to much useless things to deal with and i cbs even more. It seems like i just live and it's wrong. honestly. should do shoud have balhblah get over it its done i can only fix it. haha whatever. lol seriously lol.
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God can do anything. Now i need some direction. Is it really so obvious now? I thought it was .. not this. crap. |
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